Squarespace Site Server v5.11.81 (http://www.squarespace.com/)http://www.seanieblue.com/picture/cesar%20w%20bird%201024.jpg?pictureId=1143854<p>Cesar the Contra offers me a hand up and I tell him I have laid down to have a heart attack and die in this impenetrable forest, where the seeds and nuts can sprout from my body in a wild shout in this jungle, bragging about the city where once they sat for sale on the shelf, packaged in plastic as &ldquo;Trail Mix&rdquo;. Cesar yanks me to my feet anyway, saying: &ldquo;I had a heart attack five minutes ago, but the water is right here, and you never felt water like this, untouched by humans for years, <a href="http://jpgmag.com/photos/644897">as chilly as a dagger</a>.&rdquo;</p>http://www.seanieblue.com/picture/green%20san%20rafael%201024.jpg?pictureId=1160260